About
Hey my name is Millie/Destiny both nick names! I'm a Scorpio and in my 20's. I choose not to tell my age to anyone because people in any industry always seems to age discriminate a lot, it's either you're too young so you don't know what you're doing or you're too old and set on your ways and not willing to learn new things, but I'm legal! (LOL) I was born in Lima, Peru(so I'm Peruvian-Latina)!! Raised in B-more, Maryland!! I rep the 410 all day everyday, it's my home town!
I'm an aspiring Actress/Model/Diddy's Assistant!! I love acting and modeling! I love being on stage and being in front of cameras and people! It gives me such a rush!! I use to act when I was in Baltimore at workshops years ago and would love to get back into it. I lost touch with acting and modeling because I got caught up trying to take care of myself and others! I always end up finding a job that occupies most of my time and takes me away from my passion, but not no more!! I bust/ed my ass to have what I have/had. I like to think of myself as a loyal, dedicated, hard working individual!! I like to have fun but know when to be serious! I'm real laid back and don't mind chilling at the house, but I would rather be out the house not thinking about my long week. I speak my mind on how I feel even if it gets me in trouble, it's part of taking risks and part of life!
I've been through a lot in life! I've made many mistakes that I've learned from! Growing up I was soo confused on who I was and who I wanted to become! I've always been the crazy fun chick! But no one really knew my struggles! Being raised by a strong single Latina women with old traditions wasn't easy! I didn't understand why my mother was soo hard on me. I always felt like the outcast of my family, so I rebeled! I started hanging with the wrong crowd, running away from home and partying all the time! Denying my Spanish heritage! My family was never about hugs, kisses or I love yous, so I didn't feel loved! I lived life with emptiness not caring about anything or myself. Not until I graduated high school did I know how it felt to really love myself! I learned that I needed to change my ways to better myself and I did.
I've faced many ups and downs alone in my life because I have to much pride to ask for help! I have to feel like an independent women that makes it through anything on her own, but now I'm starting to realize that it's not that bad to ask for help. I told myself to never trust anyone because everyone in my life past and present has always let me down some how, so how can I trust someone that's let me down?! By letting go and giving them a second chance, just as I would like for them to do for me if I let them down.
Where I'm at in my life is a starting over phase... I'm sure you're wondering if I'm from Baltimore why does my profile say Marietta, GA?! (LOL) Well I came to GA chasing love. It was a really big risk that I took. I just up and left my family, friends and cool job. Of course I gave a two week notice! See I'm responsible!(LOL) I came here with a guy that convinced me that my life would change by coming to GA with him. He told me that everything would be fine! But I should of trusted my gut feeling! I knew he was a lair, cheater, and controlling. Things didn't end so great the first time. He kicked me out the house with no where to go and $60! I was in a state that I've never been before with no friends and I say no friends because when I really needed help from "my friends" that I knew in GA they couldn't/wouldn't help me! I had just started working maybe a week or two before, but I still had no money to my name apart from the $60 he gave me. I didn't know what to do. So I drove 2-3 hours to a person I never really considered my friend up until that night because they were the only one there for me that night. I stayed there that night and drove 2-3 hours back to ATL just to work because I couldn't afford to lose my job over this non-sense.(See dedication! I didn't call off work I hid my troubles and went into work as if nothing ever happened, as if I wasn't up crying all night.) That night after work I was soo scared because I didn't have no where to go and no money since I spent the $60 for gas. So what did I do for the next two days?! I slept in my car with all my stuff in it and ate dollar meals. I was blessed by my friends family because the forth night I went to go see him and his family took me in with no questions asked and treated me as if I were their own! I am so thankful for them! They helped me get back on my feet. A few months went by and I went back to him. I was told not to go back by so many people but I did. We had our good times and bad times. I should of just left it alone. I should of realized that if he keeps going back to his ex every chance he gets you're not the one for him! All in all it didn't end so great again and the only words I have for him are:
I gave my heart to you. I gave up my friends like you said I should do,Put aside my smile for you. Threw out my dreams cause you said you didn't approve!I gave my mind, compromise my life just to see I'd find you were trying hold me back slowly throwing me off my track disappointed again!
So when I say I'm in a starting over phase in my life is because I truly am. I've been through so much and now I'm starting to feel like myself again. I no longer have anything holding me back from my dreams! Not only do I want to do this for me but I want to do it for my family and friends that have supported me and had my back through thick and thin, so I can repay everyone for everything!
So please vote for me because not only do I want this but I need this! I would be the best pick because I'm eagar to give it my all and as you just read I don't give up I keeping pushing and pushing till I succeed because I refuse to fail!