About
*I don't know why my pictures are so fuzzy/distorted here, but you can see them and more, clear as crystal :), at www.myspace.com/enjolique*
I care a lot, about a lot. And when I care, I care immensely. I'm a tangled up mess of drive, compassion, intellect, insecurities, and good intentions. I'm a walking contradiction in more ways than I care to mention. I give myself very good advice, but very seldom follow it. I overanalyze on accident and underestimate on purpose. Far too often do I let my heart make decisions I should have left to my mind. I thrive on acceptance, but know it is not worth the expense of changing myself to fit another's mold, so I seek out and cherish those who care for me because of who I am and defy those who will me to change. Except myself, of course- I will myself to change on an hourly basis. I try my best to be my best. I appreciate. I'm an extremist on a constant search for the fabled "happy medium". I am my own worst critic. I believe there is good to be found in everyone and beauty to be found in everything. I love to live and I live to love.
Singing is my passion. I also love to write, act, have just gotten into a little bit of modeling, and play the piano, some drums, and am teaching myself the guitar. I love the performing arts and am hoping this website will be my foot in the door to a career in music or acting.
I'm currently on the Casting Call for LA Ink and let me tell you, I want to win this one baaaaaad! I'm addicted to the show and pretty much in love with Kat and the work she does lol. I've changed my mind about the tattoo I want to have done on the show. I still want to get my nautical stars and sparrow around my thigh, but I wanted to choose something with even more meaning for such an opportunity. My dad passed away 8 years ago when I was 12. Before he did, he gave me one of those inspirational pocket cards. In big letters at the top it read "Dare to Dream", with an poetic motivational passage below it. In remembrance of my father and as a commemoration of his constant support and the way he wanted me to live my life and pursue my dreams, I'd like to get the words "Dare to Dream" tattooed around my ankle, with a fairy on the side and stars around the words. It will serve as a constat reminder that no matter how impossible my life and goals may seem, my dad would have wanted me to live without limitations and inhibitions. He would want me to live those words to be true to myself and to make him proud.